{"id":332,"date":"2018-10-15T12:02:19","date_gmt":"2018-10-15T19:02:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.orderlyrandomness.com\/blog\/?p=332"},"modified":"2019-05-08T09:40:58","modified_gmt":"2019-05-08T16:40:58","slug":"do-your-best-forget-the-rest","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.orderlyrandomness.com\/blog\/2018\/10\/15\/do-your-best-forget-the-rest\/","title":{"rendered":"do your best; forget the rest"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-333\" src=\"http:\/\/www.orderlyrandomness.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/971309_621291434558538_204597783_n.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"716\" height=\"636\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.orderlyrandomness.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/971309_621291434558538_204597783_n.jpg 716w, https:\/\/www.orderlyrandomness.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/971309_621291434558538_204597783_n-300x266.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 716px) 100vw, 716px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s really tough when you have a soft heart.\u00a0 I know some of you know nothing about that.\u00a0 I needed to post this image today as a reminder to myself as I struggle with just wanting to not give a damn about ANYTHING anymore.\u00a0 \u00a0The last decade or so, I&#8217;ve felt like <b><a href=\"https:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Sisyphus\">Sisyphus<\/a>.\u00a0 <\/b>\u00a0It seems I&#8217;m constantly taking one step forward to take three steps back. I just cannot get ahead.\u00a0 I&#8217;m swirling in a sinkhole, with no relief in sight.\u00a0 It would be oh so easy to just chuck it all in and say FUCK IT.\u00a0 Do you have days\/YEARS like that too?\u00a0 How do you cope with the monotony and pointlessness of it all?<\/p>\n<div><p align=center><font color=\"#FF0000\">Thank you <font color=\"#FF6347\">for reading <font color=\"#FFA500\">today's post. \r\n<font color=\"#FFD700\">Have <font color=\"00FF00\">an <font color=\"40E0D0\">InterStellar <font color=\"800080\">Day! <font color=\"FE09FF\"> ~PrP   <\/p><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It&#8217;s really tough when you have a soft heart.\u00a0 I know some of you know nothing about that.\u00a0 I needed to post this image today as a reminder to myself as I struggle with just wanting to not give a &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.orderlyrandomness.com\/blog\/2018\/10\/15\/do-your-best-forget-the-rest\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[28,17],"tags":[124,123],"class_list":["post-332","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-consciousness","category-humor","tag-greek-mythology","tag-sisyphus"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.orderlyrandomness.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/332","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.orderlyrandomness.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.orderlyrandomness.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.orderlyrandomness.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.orderlyrandomness.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=332"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.orderlyrandomness.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/332\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.orderlyrandomness.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=332"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.orderlyrandomness.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=332"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.orderlyrandomness.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=332"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}